complex, tired, pushing, searching
I am complex, and have many dimensions to my wholeness
I am tired from the heartbreak of a world unfair
I push each day to make the world better
constantly searching for truth
to be whole is to be complex
to be whole is to be tired
to be whole you have to wake up each day fighting – pushing, searching
I might not care about whether there is a god, or is not a god
but I am for damn sure – I have faith, in the beauty and possibilities of the world we live in.
I like to write, what I call, poems. Others might call it rambling or randomly collected phrases. Nonetheless, I plan to start posting them on the blog. Might even go old school and post some cute ones I wrote in the prepubescent phase.
one day at a time
one set
one second
one breath
one bite
it all starts with a moment you decide to change
you decide to live
to not give up on yourself
my weight is a challenge
its physical
its emotional
its mental
its everything
it is the hardest thing I have ever done in my life
yet I keep on going
Today I am choosing to start new
I know this will not be my last do over, my last relapse
this is my first moment to learn who I am
to grow up
to be the woman I want to be
for myself
for ME
this is one of the moments I am changing
the physical weight is just one part of my journey
what else will change along the way
one day at a time
one set
one second
one breath
one bite
it all starts with a moment you decide to change
you decide to live
to not give up on yourself
my weight is a challenge
its physical
its emotional
its mental
its everything
it is the hardest thing I have ever done in my life
yet I keep on going
Today I am choosing to start new
I know this will not be my last do over, my last relapse
this is my first moment to learn who I am
to grow up
to be the woman I want to be
for myself
for ME
this is a moment I am changing
the physical weight is just one part of my journey
what else will change along the way
